I feel like I’m being a little bit discouraging right now, plus I do feel awful about it.
Most of the people in my life are waiting for me to make a single decision, plus I have been putting it off for weeks.
I don’t want to inconvenience my friends plus family, but I’m also trying to be strategic with my decision, but you see, I have been trying to plan a trip up north to see all of my appreciated ones for multiple months now. When the pandemic struck, I knew I wasn’t going to go anywhere for a while. When states started lifting their shelter-in-place orders, I felt like it was trying to go see my mom. Unluckyly, I don’t want to see her terrible outdoor air temperatures if I can avoid it, and because I live happily in the South while she resides in the bitter cold North, I have been trying to plan my trek around the weather predictions. I’m not a fan of experiencing the lingering cold weather conditions that plagues her area until July. Even more so, I don’t like the sensation of residing in a forced air furnace controlled environment. I don’t enjoy how dry plus stagnant indoor air gets when a cabin has been sealed up for 8 months with a furnace. At the same time, I would like my outdoor climate plus indoor air to be rather uncomfortable before I depart from the area. If I could turn off my central cooling system for a few brutally tepid plus humid weeks while I’m out of the house, I would save a ton on yearly bills that I would otherwise have to budget for. So far, the air quality predictions haven’t played nicely with my plans, but I know summer time heat is coming.